Friday, October 22
i love this song!! from sens.. wish. gosh i can just imagine.. the heroine falling dramatically.. the hero reaching for her.. sunlight playing softly on the lazily swirling clouds of dust in the room.. sighh. i want to watch the show.. in a month! then i can sit there and cry buckets. i love this song. beautiful things have a strange effect on me. they give me physical pain. listening to this song wrenches my heart. because it's so -well- heartwrenchingly beautiful. the way it builds up, then soars and glides and falls. watching good dances makes chills run down my spine too. so yeah i wasn't exaggerating when i told vank watching her dance during rhym gym performances gives me goosebumps because it's so beautiful. and reading good essays. that really makes me happy! the whole time i was reading farrah's latest essay i felt like crying, it was so emotive. and i don't think anyone else felt that way. oh well.
the music plays on. dreaming my dream, i see you before my eyes. where are you now? it's about 3 minutes into the song. i can see your smile. are you even real? why don't you ever smile, except in my dreams? the melody lulls on. almost 4 minutes. it's built up, the perfect harmony that complements the melody so heartwrenchingly. my heart aches, physically. over what, a song? sheer madness. but it does. it's so perfect, i'm afraid it'll shatter if i so much as breathe. shatter and leave me with nothing but a dreamless silence. 5 minutes and 34 seconds. it's ended. i must stop dreaming now. a mere dream, caught from the stars above and spun by moonlight. i don't want it to come true. and the title - wish.
it must've been love.
10:55 pm
xoxo
